Sunday, May 29, 2011

Denial is a river in Egypt.

Grandma smiled at me today when I went and saw her. I know I'm just being dumb, but I believed that everything going on right now isn't as bad as it seems. Just that one smile from here made me know she's not ready to go yet and that the nurse and my aunt overreacted with the "she'll die in 48 hours" talk.

Either way I'm making sure that my parents are okay. I don't want to see them crying because if I do I know I'll cry and I really don't want to because I have to be the strong one around here. It'll be hard, but I know I can do it.


Kunya,
When you feel it's the right time to enter heaven, go ahead. We won't stay in the way of you to meet up with your sisters and God.

Love,
Nong Fon

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