I really have to remind myself that people like/love me. I don't know why I always feel like I'm being a burden on others. It hit me last night that people do care and I need to stop pushing them away. I don't know what it is about me.

Last night after work, we went and met up with some co-workers and my manager (awkberg). During one of the many conversations I over hear him saying in the back of his mind he knows he can talk me into doing anything. I heard this and said "really?" and he goes "is that a challenge?" and I freak out and go "no challenge" but in my mind I know he could talk me into doing anything and I kind of hate myself for it. I don't want to be one of those girls who does whatever a guy says.