Mid-Twenties Life Crisis...

I got a call this morning from work saying don't bother coming in because it's dead slow and they can't afford to have me come in.

So I have the week off. Sweet.

I'm looking for jobs and I feel like I don't know where to apply to and I'm feeling lost. Honestly I'm just applying to whatever looks like they hire people who just got out of college and have no experience.

Happy Christmas

This year my dad and brother didn't make the drive from LA to SF and my uncle from Thailand was suppose to come to SF, but cancelled last minute because of work. Maybe it's just me, but it doesn't feel like Christmas this year.

I got called a pussy at work by a co-worker because I was complaining that my dad and brother weren't coming up. They then went on a rant about how family grows apart and blah blah blah, but fuck...I like my family. I don't mind hanging out with them and I don't like it that we didn't spend Thanksgiving or Christmas together this year. If that's what a pussy is then fine. I'm a pussy.

On the bright side, I passed my FIN 350 class! I'm a college grad! Now I hope I can find a real job.

I try not to worry, but you've got me terrified.

This is it. My final for FIN 350 is Monday night. All I have to do is not fail and I'll finally be a college graduate.

Am I nervous? Hell yeah I am.