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Do you ever have that moment where you sit down and ask yourself "now what?"

That's my predicament right now and I don't have an answer. I don't even know why I asked the question.

Now what? well logically I can go get my peppermint chocolate milk in my car and then take a shower and fall asleep watching tv. Illogically I want to call someone up and just go hang out with them until the sun comes up.

Also why am I so socially awkward when it comes to guys? Am I meant to be an old maid with fifty million dogs? (I'm not a cat person) So I might have developed a small crush on the guy bank teller at the bank my store goes too. It also didn't help that one of the lady bank tellers there said "he loves you you're his favorite" :|

One day I'll get over this shyness and do something about it.