Random crushes are random.

Yeah I feel a little boy crazy right now.

Work, work, work, all day long....

My mom just came into my room and told me to be careful what I say at work. If I say something without thinking and it comes out wrong, I'm going to be making some enemies. The good news is that my higher bosses will have my back if something comes up, but pretty much I just have to relax and not get flustered at work.

Game plan: small post-it's to remind my team where their registers are, make them lists since apparently there's too much for them to remember, give them time limits to finish their tasks, and make sure their tasks are completed before they leave. If their tasks aren't done in the allotted time ask them why it wasn't done and hold them accountable.
Also remember to have one-on-one with them to remind them what I expect out of them and what kind of support they need from me.

If this plan fails, then I don't know what else to do.

Anxiety

I haven't talked with my dad in a while.

It's not that I don't want to talk to him, but whenever I pick up the phone to call him I start having a panic attack. I keep having thoughts of getting a phone call saying something bad happened to him and it's scaring me. I feel like a horrible person, but I can't shake these thoughts out of my head. Oy I'm having a hard time breathing right now.

Note to self:

Don't make a friend into a co-worker.