I ran into a friend today while riding on BART.
I've never felt so embarrassed about my life when it came to "so what's been going on with you?"
Because I had nothing to say. I mean I'm not going to tell someone that I'm in debt and my parents are broke as hell and that my aunt is slowly losing her mind and I haven't found my career yet and I don't even have a degree so I can't do anything until I get that because no one is going to offer you an interview if you haven't graduated.
I'm stuck in a retail job serving executive assistants and managers with their lunch order and cookies for the office. And truthfully I don't know what I want to go with my life yet. Let me pay off my debt before I can start really figuring out what I want to do.
I really do hate myself for getting into so much debt.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Balls.
I've been taking Sheldon to the Dog Park in South City and lately the women dog owners there lose their shit when they see he hasn't been neutered yet. Then they go on preaching about how he won't get cancer and stuff and I just nod. Although one guy did come to my defense saying that neutering isn't really that necessary, since Sheldon is the only dog I own and he's not around other dogs (well ok the dog park, but he isn't going around humping every dog there) why even bother putting him through a surgery like that.
It also doesn't help that my mom is against the idea because she's a Buddhist and she believes that if you have something removed during your life you won't have it in the afterlife. She already feels bad because they had to removed her gallbladder a couple of years back.
Anyways...back to the point of all this, I'm not sure if I want to get him neutered. I mean, if they haven't done it when he was younger why do it now?
It also doesn't help that my mom is against the idea because she's a Buddhist and she believes that if you have something removed during your life you won't have it in the afterlife. She already feels bad because they had to removed her gallbladder a couple of years back.
Anyways...back to the point of all this, I'm not sure if I want to get him neutered. I mean, if they haven't done it when he was younger why do it now?
Sunday, August 1, 2010
New job, New beginning
So after being unemployed for 4 months and 12 days (Funny it seemed way longer than that) I finally got hired!
I'm really glad I found a job before school started because I didn't want to have to deal with EDD stopping my payments. And yes I was worried that they were going to stop my payments because I was going back to school. I mean I have some money coming from financial aid, but I wasn't sure how long that money would last me (I suck with money it's terrible).
It's been a while since I've been a newbie somewhere. I've always been the goto person if someone had a question about something. I'm going to have to remember that everything is new and if I have a question just ask instead of assuming I know it all.
One bad thing is during the orientation and filling out paperwork...I forgot to ask how much I was getting paid. Eff. Well either way it'll be more than what I was getting in unemployment.
I'm really glad I found a job before school started because I didn't want to have to deal with EDD stopping my payments. And yes I was worried that they were going to stop my payments because I was going back to school. I mean I have some money coming from financial aid, but I wasn't sure how long that money would last me (I suck with money it's terrible).
It's been a while since I've been a newbie somewhere. I've always been the goto person if someone had a question about something. I'm going to have to remember that everything is new and if I have a question just ask instead of assuming I know it all.
One bad thing is during the orientation and filling out paperwork...I forgot to ask how much I was getting paid. Eff. Well either way it'll be more than what I was getting in unemployment.
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